Kill Me



if i could tell u,

what its like

how i feel

would u kill me






the endless waiting rapped in regret

for i waited the sun to set and the moon too

yet all i got was sharp pain cutting

through the soul of my being






why, i still fail to understand u

why,  i fail to get u

why,  i cant live widout u

why,  i cant leave widout u






u never fail to hurt me

or make me cry

my tears are unimportant to u

so is my love






i claim u to be my Edward

are you

i wish i would hate u …

hate you so that i can leave u






forget u

throw u out like an irritating house fly

i wish i could…

would you kill me